Here's a little something I wrote a while back. Don't worry I am not going to make this blog about poetry. Or if I do, I will put tags for people to skip :p  I smiled, because I had to I could not let them see I didn't have a story Not the one I could share When your fears come alive Can anyone even understand You picture this world Paint it And you make the painting smile Because you wanted to Can I not pretend now? And cry while you hold me


Well, I am at it again. Honestly, I couldn't find the time to write, because of my so called "Job" but got some time off so. Not gonna go anywhere philosophical this time. Or maybe.  This one is actually just about a small poem I had written a while back. Do I have the poem with me? No. Do I remember the poem? No. Has anyone ever read it? Quite a few. Where is it? Help me find it! So occasionally I tend to write poetry. I have written hundreds for "someone" which cannot be found now, but this one was not for that. It was for a friend I had lost in an accident. And just like that friend I also lost that poem. What I most regret about it was, I found out about her a week later, and it happened close to my place and she was admitted to a hospital next to my society.  She was the liveliest person you could ever meet. And trust me, I am not joking, or talking her up. She would walk in the room, and people would want to smile, want to dance and be happy. She could tak

Life's funny

 First of all, Apologies! I promised to be a little frequent, but I wasn't. I can come up with a million excuses, but what's the point! It just might happen again.  I have some personals things to share, but I will probably save that for the last.  Is it just me or does everyone feels a little insecure or at unrest. I mean not able to find the right word of for it. It's a mixture of neurotic, restlessness, frustration and literally every scary emotion we can think of.  I asked a close friend of mine to suggest me a topic to write about, and she suggested "How countries and their PMs are failing". I understand the thought behind it, and it needs to be addressed. But let's start at the base level. And don't worry, this will not be political.  And by base I mean the very basic, as it can be. Some of you may be aware of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. And if not, let me google that for you. The first level talks about your physiological needs, like food, wate


Well, I waited for sometime trying to figure out the best topic to this post about. But I guess it just doesn't exist. And, well it's my blog so maybe I can blabber about anything. Damn, that is powerful! Yesterday I was watching this show Ricky Gervais's Humanity. I think I have already watched it over three times and it's good show! It makes you laugh at the difficult things and I guess that's pretty. Anyway, so in case this post tends to bore you, a certain show mentioned can make your time more entertaining... I always wonder about important things in life. Like what are we living for, what are the rules of this World, have we forgotten that, I mean it's just so scattered. No one knows at the end why they are doing this. I mean keep asking "Why?" & they will eventually run out of a good reason. I mean obviously reasons can be debatable and are obviously meaningful or meaningless depending on the person.  But what is the meaning or the reason or

So it begins.... I will start with the Doomsday

 I think this would be the only post I will be talking about it. I may refer to a few things in future but this story ends here. Why this post is important is because to understand why people say or do certain things we need to understand the events that took place in their life. Of course, over time an uncountable such events occur, but some events can be the tipping points, to who you are as a person. And this is about that.  It's about a friend, someone I loved dearly, intended to marry, someone I lost. I mean that is person is not dead, and sometimes I think it might be easier if it was that (*touchwood*), but I guess not. We grew up  together, all of the firsts, but somewhere I believe it wasn't just meant to be.   It's been 3 years since, and it was quite abrupt really. Ending eight years long relationship over texts seems quite hurtful or maybe you just never know what's going on in someone's mind.  I have never been the same since then. I have known her for


Hi Everyone!  I am not sure of how many posts there are gonna be, but if you're actually scrolling to this one (assuming there a quite a few going forward), thank you!  So let me answer the obvious questions first! Who Am I? I'm Abhi, MBA & Engineer by trade and full time project manager for an IT Logistics Firm. A huge Star Wars fan! I believe we should actually build a Jedi Temple and learn the ways of the Force. I actually might tell me kids (if that happens some day) that Yoda is our God, he fought for the Light.  I like to play Violin sometimes, and still learning. I am crazy for gadgets, tools and tech.  Why am I blogging? Sometimes you want to say things out, be true to yourself, and have someone to resonate on the same frequency. I have some amazing friends who are always ready to listen, know me, but somethings are unsaid, filtered. And honestly, just finding a way to vent out!  What am I going to blog about? It's mostly going to be unfiltered thoughts. Some or